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SELFISH DIL

Abhi kuch din hi to hue the us AJNABI se mile hue..ek hi batch me padte the dono..shayad humari mulaqat hone ke liye hi to bana tha wo batch..usse baate karke lagta to ese tha jese barsho purane dost ho..use aata tha har chhoti chhoti khusiyo ko celebrate karna..mene us jesi ladki pahli baar dekhi thi..muje yaad hai aaj bhi wo baat..jab usne Nokia x-2 mobile purchase kiya tha red colour ka..usne muje apna mobile ese dikhaya jese use sari khusi muje wo mobile dikhane me hi mil jayegi..lekin mai to uske khushiyo bhare chehre me hi kho gaya tha..fir khud ko sambhalte hue uski khushiyo me shamil ho gaya..kuch din hi to beete the abhi..shayad 10 din…kyu itna bharosa karne lagi thi wo mujh par..wo muje aksar apni scooty se muje apne sath le chalti..raaste me jo tha uska ghar..fir muje wo force karti ghar chalne ke liye..m bahut baar mana karta lekin uski jidd ke aage kaha meri chalne wali thi.wese b muje acha jo lagta tha uske sath rahna..kitne ache the wo din??? bas mobile ke masseges hi free hua karte the us waqt..hum dono apni har ek activity ko ek dusre ko masseges karte..wo b din raat..muje to aadat si pad gayi thi uske masseges ki..meri berang Duniya khubsurat si lagne lagi thi muje..fir achanak ek din..uske masseges aane band ho gaye..shayad 3 din tak nahi aaye..dil ki dhadkane to ruk si gayi thi jaise..ek ek pal mujse bas yahi kah raha tha..nikal fek apna dil apne jism se..fir 3 din baad himmat karke call ki mene use..uske kah diya..exams me busy hai isliye masseges nahi kar sakti..dil ko jhuthi tassalli milne par kuch aaram sa hua..lekin muje to uski lat lag chuki thi..bhala chhut ti hi kese??? fir kuch din baad akhir usse mulaqat ho hi gayi..or fir soocty se apne ghar ke raaste tak sath laayi..muje laga sab kuch normal ho chuka hai..shayad exams wali baat sahi thi..lekin fir bhi mene puch hi liya..ab tum mujse baat nahi karti??Dophar ka 1:30pm hua hoga..lekin aankho ke saamne andhera sa chha chuka tha uske jawab se..ek esi sach baat bol chuki thi wo mujhse..jise jhuthla nahi sakta tha mai..lekin usse dur..kese???kese rah sakta tha mai??..usne jawab me jo bil diya tha..ki ye duniya SELFISH hai…or hum dono bhi isse alag nahi…bas fark itna hai ki shayad mai jyada selfish hu or tum kam selfish ho..magar hum dono hi selfish hai..tum apni khusi ke liye mere sath the or mai apni khushi ke liye tumhare sath..lekin is duniya ke sath sath hum dono bhi hai”SELFISH”